Heartbreak 101

I just made a wrong choice, a huge mistake. I shouldn't have choose you. THAT HURT anyway .

Losing someone you love is the most painful thing in life. It hurts when you know that you did everything so the relationship will work-out despite the long distance and lack of communication. But in the end, it was all for nothing. Imagine how difficult it was being in a long distance relationship for almost a year worrying about your boyfriend's safety.

Time, effort, money; all those sacrifices were wasted. I suppose that part of my life is called being blinded or lets just say, being stupid. Those were absolutely the most miserable year of my life. I should have listen to my instincts. Knowing that if it does not make me happy, then it is time to let go. I should have ended it a long time ago but I was too scared. However, after being through what I’ve gone through, it wasn’t as bad as I thought it could possibly be.

Now that it is finally over, I can breathe again and I actually feel/look younger. All those worrying for his safety gave me wrinkles (lol). Moreover, I am also thankful to finally be with someone who actually makes me happy for the simple reason that we are more compatible in every way possible.

Wherever my Ex is, I wish him happiness. It’s hard to rid off someone who has been a significant part of my life for almost a year. Even though what he did to me was cruel and wrong, I forgive him. I just don’t have any reason to stay mad most especially because I am happy now with someone better.